Jealousy

What are we jealous of? Maybe of ourselves, our weakness revealed in a brief moment, where she is better than me, or where I think she is.

The world crumbles. He is talking to her. He smiles! She is so much cooler, and I am here on my casual outfit. Yes now is official. Everybody is better than me. EVERYBODY.

This kind of thinking is so toxic. I spent years of my life suffering in silence. Now is time to quit.

Let's try to be healthy, if it is too late to be normal. LOL



xoxo

Kodak moments

I didnt know what happiness was. But in the minute I saw it, I knew. I knew that been on that party with my family, my friends and my Master was just what I wanted all my life. To feel safe.

Loved

Needed

Important

It was a second, and all clicked.

I was happy. 

Now all I do will be compared to that moment, and my life will be better.